tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48244431482725574572024-02-20T12:01:21.886-08:00.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06133535607124242327noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4824443148272557457.post-53332510308568588522011-11-18T19:49:00.000-08:002013-07-11T02:40:33.842-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="text-align: justify;"><b>11th October 2010</b> , birthday kite . kite ingat lagi time tu dia tunggu kita kt pintu pagar belakang sekolah just because nak bg kite hadiah :') kite dah ckp dgn dia , "</span><span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">b , hantar kt rumah je malam kang . nanti boleh jumpa mama sekali , rindu katanya dgn b</span></span><span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;"> </span>" , then dia ckp , "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"> </span></span><span style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">tp hunn , i tak sabar sgt nak bg you hadiah ni , tak apalah nanti malam i kan boleh dtg rumah you . now biarlah i bg you hadiah ni dulu </span></span><span style="text-align: justify;">" . see , degil kan dia ? hee . tp tak apa , kite tau dia sayang kite . masa jumpa tu , mata dia tak pernah terlepas pandang ke arah i . seems like dia mcm tak ada peluang lagi nak tgk kite , tp kite think positive je time tu , maybe dia rindu kt kite kot :') tp malam tu dia tak dtg rumah kite pun , tak sempat katanya . okay , kite faham .</span></div>
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<b>17th October 2010</b> , okay kite tak faham . kenapa dia suddenly behave strange . dia baran je . apa salah kite enta . bila kite tanya , dia ckp "nothing " . then dia kata nak meet kite , sebelum cls start pukul 11 AM , kite jumpa dia dkt tempat biasa . dia ckp ada benda yg dia nak share dgn kite , then kite tanya lah whether perkara tu baik or buruk , and he replied , "both" . hmm . apa ek ? masa jumpa tu , mcm biasa lah . kite borak , ketawa , usik dia . but seriously , dia pelik sangat hari tu . time's runnig out , masa singkat je utk hari tu . kite tak boleh jumpa dia lama lama sbb kite ada cls . lagipun kite tgh final time tu . then masa kite nak blk tu , kite nak salam dia . but , dia sorok tangan dia dlm poket . dia tak nak kite salam dia . kite sedih time tu , kite merajuk . then dia pergi dkt kite , dia pegang tangan kite sambil ckp "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">hunn , i love you so much . i janji you yg terakhir dalam hidup i </span>" . then kite ckp , "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">you kenapa ni ? okay tak ? </span>" . he replied , "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">i okay lah hunn</span> " , sambil tersenyum . then only baru dia salam dgn kite , kite cium tgn die . mcm yg selalu kite buat . dia cium dahi kite , tp kite dpt rasa yg ciuman tu utk terakhir kalinya . lagi sekali kite think positive , kite rindu dia sgt kot ? then masa nak gerak tu , dia tak lepas tangan kite , dia ckp "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">hunn i takut i tak jumpa you lagi lps ni</span>" . kite pun cakaplah , "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"> apa you merepek ? td kan you dah promise that ahad nanti kite jumpa , you nak story semua pasal you kan . i'm holding your promise , ingat tu</span><b> </b>" . dia tersenyum je time tu :')</div>
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<b>18th October 2010</b> , dia text kite , " <span style="color: #6fa8dc;">hunn , kepala i sakit sangat</span> " . then kite ada suruh dia pergi hospital . tp dia degil , dia tak pergi pun . alasan dia , " <span style="color: #6fa8dc;">kerja i byk lagi tak settle ni hunn , but don't worry i dah mkn panadol </span>" . hurm . yes , dia memang degil . susah nak dgr ckp kite . hehe :') tp tak apa lah , as long as kite tgk dia okay , it's doesn't matter for me .</div>
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<b>19th October 2010</b> , again , dia ckp kepala dia sakit sangat . dia rasa berdenyut-denyut dkt bahagian dahi dia . kite risau :( kite paksa dia pergi hospital and Alhamdulillah kali ni dia dengar ckp kite . dia pergi Specialist Singapore . petang tu , kite lepak dgn kawan kawan kite . suddenly dia text , "<b> </b><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">hunn , i dah ada dkt checkpoint Woodlands ni . kalau i sempat sampai Jb sebelum magrib , i nak jumpa you tau</span><b> </b>" . okay kite tunggu . lama tau . kite ni tak boleh nak tahan sabar siket , then kite text lah dia , "<b> </b><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">b you dkt mana ?</span> " . dia replied , "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"> i stuck ni hunn , i rasa i tak sempat sampai Jb seperti yg dijanjikan . maafkan i hunn</span> " . then kite ckp , tak apalah . hari lain je jumpa . </div>
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<b>20th October 2010</b> , kite ada paper sejarah . habis dlm pukul 1.10 PM . tengok je phone , ada message dari dia , "<b> </b><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">hunn how was your paper ?</span> " . kite senyum je time tu , pastu ada lah kan kawan kite yg usik kite sbb tersenyum sesorang dpn phone *time tu still kt sch . then kite replied , " <span style="color: #6fa8dc;">everything was okay my dear . where are you now </span><b>?</b> " . lama tunggu dia balas , mcm nak terlelap pun ada sbb masa tu tgh baca buku biology dkt kantin sch yg sunyi sepi . then suddenly ad message masuk , "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"> i dkt Permas ni , hantar barang . jap lagi i nak pergi Pasir Gudang pulak , motor member i rosak</span> " . then kite pon ye kan jelah . dia ckp bila semua dah settle dia nak contact kite . pukul 3 PM kite blk rumah , terus mandi and kite ternampak bear yg dia bg kt kite masa birthday tu . kite terus capai and hug tightly . kite picit picit pipi bear tu . comel , mcm dia :') kite taktau kenapa dada kite rasa sebak sgt time tu bile hug bear tu . kite terlelap dgn bear tu sekali dlm pelukan kite . time tu hujan lebat , ada petir and guruh . kite takut sangat . kite suddenly terbangun bile dgr petir yg kuat sgt . kite capai phone kite , kitetext dia . "<b> </b><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">b , hunn takut nih . b kt mana tu ? belum blk ke ?</span>" . tp dia tak balas pun . time tu pukul 3.35 PM *sebenarnya pukul 3.30 PM dia telah pun meninggal dunia . kite tunggu sampai kite terlelap lagi sekali . then suddenly phone kite bunyi , ada org call . kwn kite call ,</div>
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<span style="color: red;">su : as'slm , weh kau okay tak ni ?</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">kite : w'slm , aku okay jelah . kenapa ek ?</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">su : sebelum tu , aku nak tanya dulu . kau masih couple dgn Along ?</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">kite : mestilah , bila masa pulak aku break dgn dia</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">su : hurm . aku nak bgtahu ni . tp kau janji ea jgn menangis </span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">kite : apa dia ?</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">su : Along dah tak ada tau , sabar ea , ingat Allah </span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">kite : huh ?? Along pergi mana ?</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">su : ya Allah , Along dah meninggal syg , dia accident tadi dkt Highway Pasir Gudang</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">kite : tipu ! kau tipu !</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">su : buat apa aku nak tipu , kau sabar ea , byk byk berdoa utk Arwah</span></div>
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<span style="color: red;">kite : *mematikan panggilan mcm tu je</span></div>
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okay , b kite dah tak ada :'( kite menangis sepuas puasnya . kite tak percaya , kite fikir tu semua permainan dia . tp bila semua kawan dia call kite and bgtau benda yg sama , kite terpaksa percaya . ya Allah , sakitnyaaaaaaa </div>
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21th October 2010 , jenazah arwah dibawa pulang ke rumah neneknya sebelum dikebumikan .pagi tu , kite pergi rumah nenek arwah . ramai org . mama ckp tu tandanya , dia dirahmati . Alhamdulillah :') kite salam Ibu , air mata ibu tak henti henti mengalir . erat pelukannya . dia bisik kt telinga kite , <b>"</b><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">ibu mintak maaf scha . ibu mintak maaf</span> " . then kite ckp , "<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"> tak apalah ibu , takdir membawanya pergi</span> " . bila terdengar nama Allahyarham Muhammad Ashraf bin Azman dlm doa tahlil , runtun hati kite . sumpah rasa mcm nak pengsan time tu . bila jenazah sampai , semua org ingin memeluk & menciumnya . keadaan jenazah , hanya Allah yg mengetahui *dia meninggal sbb kena gilis dgn trailer . teruk kt bahagian kepala . demi Allah , aku tak boleh terima cara pemergiannya itu ! Al-fatihah .<b> </b></div>
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<b>MORAL OF THE STORY : </b><span style="color: #999999;">Cintailah seseorang itu seperti kita mencintainya di hari terakhir kehidupannya , itu jauh lebih indah daripada kita berjanji untuk mencintainya selamanya :')</span></blockquote>
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<i>AL-FATIHAH utk Allahyarham Muhammad Ashraf </i></div>
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